Monday, December 29, 2008
Joyful time
要幫忙帶小組,
帶領初信的朋友,
準備出國申請學校文件,
申請美簽事宜,
敎畫畫課,
上英文課,
還要找時間忙自己的繪畫創作,
更要抽空與家人相處。
終於,聖誕節過了,以為很多事情、朋友們的聚餐,都會告一段落了,
但,好像每件事都一樣持續著。
一月開始我幫忙的小組,進入BETA的階段,還有慕道的朋友們,都急迫需要主的引領與同工。
好不容易找到時間線上申請美簽,結果面試時間竟然要等到1/16,而且還是一大早7:45,我很懷疑我爬得起來?
英文開始一點進展都沒有,因為太多事讓我沒時間念英文了。:(
畫畫最近也因為過於疲倦,有點不是在自己的掌握範籌裡,不過感謝聖靈仍然與我同工。
最後,我仍是忙到沒時間跟我家人聊天了:(
即便如此,我知道所有的一切,都是上帝要給我的學習與祝福,
我知道祂不會要我作難,無倫如何,祂仍看顧掌管這一切,
就如同這首歌,這是上帝爸爸要給我們的應許!
主啊! 請讓我常常喜樂! 感受到有祢同在的平安!
Thank you and love you! Amen! :)
【我要常常喜樂】
疲乏的祂賜能力,軟弱的祂加力量,
那等候耶和華的必重新得力,就必如鷹展翅上騰,
奔跑卻不困倦,行走卻不疲乏,
大山可以挪開,小山可以遷移,主的慈愛永不離,
這是祂與我的約定,我帶著信心倚靠我主,
經歷祂的救贖,奔向祂的道路,
常常喜樂,我要常常喜樂,
應當一無掛慮,凡事藉著禱告祈求和感謝,
神所賜那出人意外的平安,必在基督耶穌裡保守我的一切,
常常喜樂,我要常常喜樂,應當一無掛慮,
凡事藉著禱告祈求和感謝,神所賜那出人意外的平安,
必在基督耶穌裡保守我的一切。
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Merry Christmas to you
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| From 2008 Merry Christmas |
【聖誕之願】
閉上眼許個願,但願以後沒有淚水,
讓所有歡樂、和喜悅包圍,在這可愛的聖誕之夜。
閉上眼,心感謝,感謝神所賜的一切,
是他把愛留在這個世界,讓我們的心從此與他相連。
窗外白雪片片,是神美麗的詩篇,是他的大能在這裡再次展現。
我們心手相連,是神所賜的恩典,是他的愛溫暖我們冰冷心田。
獻給我愛的家人與朋友們!
也請姊妹們一起來為佳君的健康代禱,願主挪去癌細胞親自醫治她,讓我們單單感謝讚美主,願神成就祂美善的旨意! 佳君加油! :-)
Sunday, November 30, 2008
self protrait
self protrait - charcoal. 2008.1130It’s so hard to make every note bend just right
You lay down the hours and leave not one trace
but a tune for the dancing is there in its place
The dance floor’s for gliding
not jumping over ponies
where boots and gold bracelets come and meet as they should
It’s for celebrating a Friday night romance
forgetting the bad stuff and just feeling good
Sweet is the melody, so hard to come by
It’s so hard to make every note bend just right
You lay down the hours and leave not one trace
but a tune for the dancing is there in its place
An arm’s just an arm
‘til it’s wrapped ‘round a shoulder
looped side by side
they go stepping out together
A note’s just a note
‘til you wake from your slumber
and dare to discover the new melody
Sweet is the melody, so hard to come by
It’s so hard to make every note bend just right
You lay down the hours and leave not one trace
but a tune for the dancing is there in its place
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
The Gift
Was walking to market one day
She stopped for to rest by the roadside
Where a bird with a broken wing lay
A few moments passed till she saw it
For it's feathers were covered with sand
But soon clean and wrapped it was traveling
In the warmth of Maria's small hand
She happily gave her last peso
On a cage made of rushes and twine
She fed it loose corn from the market
and watched it grow stronger with time
Now the gift giving service was coming
And the church shone with tinsel and light
And all of the townfolk brought presents
To lay by the manger that night
There were diamonds and incense
and perfumes
In packages fit for a king
But for one ragged bird in a small cage
Maria had nothing to bring
She waited till just before midnight
So no one would see her go in
And crying she knelt by the manger
For her gift was unworthy of Him
The a voice spoke to her through
the darkness
Maria, what brings you to me
If the bird in the cage is your offering
Open the door, let me see
Though she trembled, she did as he asked her
And out of the cage the bird flew
Soaring up into the rafters
On a wing that had healed good as new
Just then the midnight bells rang out
And the little bird started to sing
A song that no words could recapture
Whose beauty was fit for a king
Now Maria felt blessed just to listen
To that cascade of notes sweet and long
as her offering was lifted to heaven
By the very first nightengales's song
兩個月前聽這首歌的時候,就有一種感動,
心想著有一天我要畫Maria. 這是心擬的草稿圖.
最近忙著跟流行..我也重感冒了..
不過現在好很多了,我的白血球戰勝病菌。YA!
最近也開始著手創作,真的很謝謝親朋好友們支持與幫忙,
感謝上帝,有你們真好。
也謝謝看我部落格的朋友們,謝謝你們的來信支持鼓勵,
願上帝的愛永遠與我們同在。
無論是有家庭的、念書的、工作的、或是準備要創業的,
願上帝堅固我們手中所作的工。
──「凡你手所當作的事,要盡力去作。」(傳道書九:10)
心情失落的、難過的或是有病痛的,想想快樂的事,
──「你們的憂傷要變為喜樂。」(約翰福音十六︰20)
心存盼望,用信心等待那未見應許之事;
因為上帝說(來11:1)──“信就是所望之事的實底,是未見之事的確據”。
我們一起求真實的信心,加油。
心裡喜樂的、平安的,心存感恩的心。
Have a great Thanksgiving day.
A girl with plucked flowers.oil sketch (60.5X45.5 cm) 2008.11.4
With the Thanksgiving day coming,I have prepared a gift which is one of my creations for God.
This is one of my dear friends,Kelley,who is so kind of willing to be my model for the painting.But let me keep the secret,I only can show out the sketch one to you!
May Joy and peace with us!
Saturday, November 22, 2008
stand still,look pretty

Sometimes I get so fed up, I don't even wanna look at myself.
But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time.
And I hate the way you look at me I have to say.
I wish that I could start over.
I am slowly falling apart.
I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start
And you might think it's easy being me.
You just stand still look pretty.
Sometimes I find myself shaking in the middle of the night
And then it hits me and I can't even believe this is my life.
But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time.
And I wish everyone would just go and shut their mouth.
I'm not strong enough to deal with it.
I am slowly falling apart.
I wish that you would take a walk in my shoes for a start.
You might think it's easy being me.
You just stand still look pretty.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Tight
I believe you are the answer to
every tear I've cried
I believe that you are with me
My rising and my light
Give me strength when I am weary
Give me hope when I can't see
Through the crosses I must carry
Lord, bind my heart to thee
That when all my days are over
and all my chores are done
I may see your risen Glory
Forever where you are.
Monday, November 10, 2008
海角七號
我喜歡大大在電梯裡的那幕,在一群看似兇狠的大老面前,仍很坦率、自然、稚氣的哼著他的歌,表現了她自己。
喜歡"國寶"茂伯的幽默、率真、可愛,他彈月琴的模樣真的酷+帥。
喜歡導演讓很ㄍㄧㄥ的阿嘉,演出了一個有夢想的青年,所經歷的辛酸、挫敗、拾起勇敢面對愛情、對於未來跌倒了再站起來。
喜歡來到異地的友子,雖然艱辛但認真負責的一面,生氣時要講中文,想必一定也和我生氣時仍得用英文講,一樣困難。
喜歡警察父子的歌聲,上天賦於了他們那麼棒的歌喉,還有終於走出陰霾的那一面。
喜歡馬拉桑的精神,熱情又有活力,能屈能伸,雖然面子有點給它太厚!
喜歡導演給水蛙和老闆娘的角色,真的演出了人性。
喜歡明珠(大大的媽媽) 演出單親媽媽的酸苦,雖然只有一個人,也不是個好模範,但確仍用心疼愛自己的女兒。
喜歡老友看著船離開的那幕,和躲起來的那愛人教師;一個是等待的心,一個確是膽怯的心。
也喜歡風光明媚這首歌。但先來首大大的"愛你愛到死",阿~們~
今天整個很疲累,從早忙到傍晚,結果睡過頭來不及去上課,所以來個的心情,寫寫賞影後心得。也請姊妹們為我代導健康、預備出國的心情與各相事宜、還有看顧我與家人和朋友們的關係,感謝喔! 也愛你們!
Thursday, November 6, 2008

This sketch is a picture I imaged last month. According to those sad issues which are many people's concern,so I imaged a picture of that a women was worrying about something. I hope someday I will be able to create this one and hope to find out a person who is willing to be my model and to carry it out and have it well done. Please pray for my creations.Thanks!
Matthew 馬 太 福 音 6:34
Then have no care for tomorrow: tomorrow will take care of itself. Take the trouble of the day as it comes. - 所 以 不 要 為 明 天 憂 慮 . 因 為 明 天 自 有 明 天 的 憂 慮 . 一 天 的 難 處 一 天 當 就 夠 了 。
Once in every life
love should leave you without a choice
Where the only thing right
is to follow that still small voice
Once in every day
it should take your breath away
Once upon a time
should happen once in every life
Once you give it your heart
without holding back your soul
You can dance in the dark
cause you’re never there alone
Once in every hour
you should feel that healing power
Once upon a time
should happen once in every life
Once it’s stronger than you
There’s nothin’ else you can do
You stop asking why, just let yourself fly
Once in every life
love should feel so good you cry
And your only release
is releasing three small words
Once you hear them out loud
you feel heaven coming down
Once upon a time
should happen once in every life
Once upon a time
should happen once in every life
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Outing with family
I went out with my family this atfternoon. They planed to go to the walkway in the forest,so I got a chance to go out and paint outside. This is my first time to paint the forest and it takes me for about 50 minutes. I think I still need to take a lot of practice in that.
Love Is So Rare
like a tiny seed
firmly in the soil
nurtured with a love i think
so rare
givin room to breathe
givin time to see
its now so clear to me
you were there
you were there
when i was just a flower
afraid out in the forest
hiding from the shadows all alone
i knew you'd be along
my faith in you was strong
like our favorite song
to lead me home
you led me home
and with each changing season
though i grow a little stronger
rising up to touch the open sky
and if i gave you a reason
not to hold me any longer
you gave me thousand reasons why
you are my steady oak
standing tall and strong
protecting me with everything you have
and i know deep inside
i would not have survived
without you by my side
oh and i
i love you dad
Monday, October 27, 2008
Steadfastness
Regina's portrait 12P(60.5X45.5 cm) 20081022 |
She is my older sister.
Since she getting to know God,our relationship become incredibly close. I am greatly thankful having my family and friends' encouragement and support in my effort to become an artist..
It's a long, long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long, long journey
and I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long, long journey
Till I find my way home to You
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter
I know I will cry
I know You'll be standing by my side
It's a long, long journey
And I need to be close to You
Sometimes it seems no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will You break down these walls and pull me through?
'Cause it's a long, long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long, long journey
Till I find my way home to You
Sunday, October 26, 2008
You are my miracle
I will tell you everything you would ever like to know
all the stars you wishupon I will make them yours
我要告訴妳一些妳一直想要聽見的話,那就是我要為妳摘所有的星星
I'll speak to you in pottery
我會把要跟妳說的話裝在罐裡
to fill your dreams with ligh
滿注妳的夢想
make sure your every fantasy comes to life
捍衛妳生命中每一次的幻想曲
so many things I've never known I w'll learn from you
好多好多事是我不懂的,我會努力向妳學習
I find reason in your words that you are tired and true
我試著在妳的言語裡找尋厭倦的理由
I'll always hear your laughter
我會一直期待妳開心的笑聲
through every sigh and tear
經歷過那些淚水,那些傷心事
and cherish one more clance to hold you near
再給我一次機會,我會好好把握妳在我的身邊
You are my miracle
妳是我所有的奇蹟
you are soft and pure just like the air I breathe
妳是如此溫柔純淨,就好像賴以維生的氧氣
You ,heart of my heart
妳是我心中的信仰,一切的一切
there's a secret that you hold
但在妳心中有個秘密
deep within that so discreetly hides soul
深深的,小心翼翼的藏在妳的靈魂裡
The srength I simply never found I will find for you but I believe our future holds and we'll see it through
為了妳我會找回那一份曾經失去的力量,我相信未來握在我們的手中,我們會一起撐過一切
To be with you a lifetime
能與妳共度一生
Is really all I ask
是所有我真心的祈求
Comme se fosse I'ultimo per noi
You are my miracle
妳是我的奇蹟
and its crystal clear like endless summer skies you,heart of my heart
如水晶般清澈透明,就好像無止盡的夏天,妳是我心中的信仰,一切的一切
There's a secret that you hold
但在妳心中有個秘密
and it's hidden so disscreetly
小心翼翼的被藏匿著
There to be my guide
妳是我的方向
To a love that lasts forever
帶我前往愛的地方
Love,heart of my heart
吾愛,我倆心心相印
There's a secret that you hold and its hidden so discrettly
在妳心中有個秘密,小心翼翼的藏在妳的靈魂裡
Will you share with me your secret
妳是否願意跟我分享妳的秘密?
Saturday, October 4, 2008
The true Faith
下午和好久不見的Yen在線上聊天,常常真的是很喜悅又享受於我們互相分享見證的時光啊! 從她的分享當中,讓我看見神的榮耀與信實,祂真的是必供應一切所需,使我們不致缺乏。有機會會轉載她的見證分享! 今天下午她問我有沒有需要代禱的,我想了想,最近都還好,只是仍在人生的方向上有疑惑與膽怯前進,去面對一個陌生的環境、未知的未來以及經濟的負擔,雖然知道要去,且要聽並相信神的話,但有時候我仍是小信的人,所以就禱告求神賜與我真實的信心! 讓我更清楚明白人生的方向,還有祝福我和姊妹們的婚姻!
下午我姊到畫室坐2個小時給我畫油畫喔! 雖然趕著去上英文課沒畫完,不過我是覺得有一點她的feel了! 不知你們有這樣感覺嗎? 最近瘦了的她,外表見是柔弱,其實內心裡有著耶穌的剛強! 呵呵!

晚上回到家,可愛的姊姊正在看真情部落格,感謝主讓我看到這個真實的見證! 給了我一個好大的信心!
另外一直忘了分享另一個小見證,我妹考完試了,幾個星期前應徵到了一個工作,當然也是有關房地產的,但是感謝神,它是一間基督化公司,老闆是基督徒喔! 我妹也是去上班才曉得,上班前也都會一起禱告! 真的是感謝神親自帶領她!
更感謝垂聽禱告的神!真的是有求必應! 好愛祢啊! 信實的主!
也在此與你們分享,一個從吃齋唸佛尋求人生,從富有到不存錢,後經歷上帝的真實,到倚靠上帝供應一切所需的真實見證! 基督是過去、現在、未來又真又活的神!
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Seeing and thankful
最感謝的是我明白的看見,祂在我身上所作的工,不單是我個人的益處而是同樣要造就他人,我看見天父在我出國前,使我成為祂的器皿去宣揚祂的國,以自然的表現態度與環境去傳揚祂的福音。真的好奇妙,因著興趣來畫室學畫的學生們,幾乎都開始認識上帝,他們願意認識也樂談上帝,我看見他們開始禱告,我看見他們分享禱告時所帶給他們的喜悅與平安,也許生活有很多苦楚、也遭遇難題、甚至是難以得到的希望,但因著這些需要,神將他們帶到這裡,使學習的畫室環境變成ㄧ個愛的團契,也讓他們每個禮拜都帶著期待歡喜的心來,喔,感謝天父,我愛祢。
尤其是每個星期三,我都覺得自己享受在神的國度裡,享受繪畫的喜悅,看到學生解決一個問題的喜悅,聆聽與分享他們生活當中的趣事,因他們都比我年長,也讓我學習到很多不同領域的範疇與見識,漸漸有了亦師亦友的氛圍,而這正是我跟上帝所祈求的,我想要以我自己的方式、個人自然的方式併上帝的工與愛來教學,而且我求上帝引領,我求上帝擴張祂自己的境界也曠張我的,因為我相信我在祂裡面,祂也在我裡面,我必勝任那些艱難的。真的是這樣,雖然12點半該下課,但學生們常總是不想早離開,常常也會有個姊妹跟我聊天聊到傍晚4、5點,分享心得,然後一起祝福禱告。 雖然我知道時間都被消磨了,但我真的很喜歡每個星期三的教學,因為有上帝的同在,讓每個人心裡都感到平靜、充滿喜樂! 我相信這也是上帝也賞賜給我的禮物!
真的好感謝親愛的阿爸父,感謝上帝的應許也帶領這一切,雖然認識上帝爸爸與了解甚麼是愛,有可能是我這一生都要學習的功課,也有可能跌跌撞撞的,也仍是常犯錯,但每個過程都是寶貴、都是有我所要習得領會的,也是為了記念祂,將榮耀歸給祂。每次事情的發生,我會求上帝讓我看見祂,求聖靈光照、賜我智慧明白祂的心意,因此也更明白等待也是一種學習的功課,為甚麼有時候天父直接對我說話?為甚麼有時候甚麼都聽不到祂的聲音? 無論如何,我習得到的是,都要堅定的相信,因為神深愛著我,祂知道甚麼對我是最好的,所以將一切又交託出去給祂,因為祂掌管這一切。
也因上帝說萬事皆互相效益,叫愛神的人得益處,每件事情的發生,都有上帝的美意,無論是好是壞,應當一無掛慮,只要凡事藉著禱告、感謝、祈求,將一切心裡所想或是所要的告訴神。神所賜出人意外的平安,必在基督耶穌裡,保守我們的心懐意念,因為祂是信實、公義的神。
所以我要不斷的禱告、不停的禱告感謝讚美主,我要大大的求主、阿爸父來大大祝福我的家人、我的朋友,如果你也願意,我們一起來禱告,因為阿爸父垂聽我們每一個禱告,無論它是小、是大,甚至只是呼求祂的名耶穌基督,祂都聽見也都看見我們每個人的需要。真的,幾次我都忘了我做過甚麼樣的禱告,但上帝仍成就了那些事情,因為上帝是萬能的,且無條件的愛我們,我們會忘記,但只要是屬神心意的,祂都記得,也會加倍賜福給你! 怕的只是我們拒絕祂要給我們豐豐厚厚的祝福,或是我們沒有禱告向祂支取祝福。所以我們要大大的向祂
支取祝福,因為這是天父應許也樂意要給我們的豐豐厚厚的福,一樣也少不了,還會多給喔。^ ^
主啊!孩子感謝祢,感謝祢是這麼地愛我們每一個人,求祢也將祢真實、寶貴的愛賜給那些需要的人,求祢親自來動工,讓他們看到自己的軟弱、也看見祢美善的旨意,開啟他們的心渴望來真認識祢,明白真理,支取祢要加添的福氣。無論是在家庭和樂、人際關係、職場或是學習、人生道路、身心健康、感情婚姻....上,主啊! 孩子將這些都帶到祢的面前,求祢來掌管這一切並大大祝福,因為祢是富足的又賜喜樂、平安的神,求祢使我們在經濟上的缺乏、生活上的困難、工作上的問題...都因著祢的幫助與引領得到解決,有好的理財方式,且讓我們仍可以靠著祢喜樂,睡眠也不影響。主啊! 求祢也讓我們在任何團契裡,無論是家中、公司裡、任何場合中,能夠彼此付出真誠的關心、真實的彼此相愛,甚至關係獲得改善。也赦免我們一切的過犯,醫治一切心靈的不平安或是身體的疾病。也求祢大大的祝福我們的感情婚姻生活,求祢賜給我們健康、幸福、美滿的婚姻感情、並充滿著祢的愛。慈愛的天父,祢說凡祈求的就得著、尋求的就尋見、叩門的就給他開門。祢是信實又垂聽禱告的神,求祢成就祢的應許並加添恩典,大大賞賜那豐豐厚厚的福給我們! 孩子感謝、讚美祢! 我們禱告、祈求是奉主耶穌基督的名,阿們!
Why worry
Baby, I see this world has made you sad
Some people can be bad
The things they do, the things they say
But baby I'll wipe away those bitter tears
I'll chase away those restless fears
That turn your blue skies into gray
*Why worry
There should be laughter after the pain
There should be sunshine after rain
These things have always been the same
So why worry now
Baby when I get down I turn to you
And you make sense of what I do
I know it isn't hard to say
But baby just when this world seems mean and cold
Our love comes shining red and gold
And all the rest is by the way (*)
寶貝,我看到這個世界使你悲傷
有些人真的很壞
對於他們的言行舉止
但是寶貝,我會拭去那苦澀的淚水
趕走那無盡的恐懼
那恐懼使你的藍天佈滿陰霾
何必煩惱?
痛苦過後就是歡笑
大雨過後就是天晴
事情就是這樣
所以,何必煩惱?
寶貝,當我失意時,我就來到你身旁
你了解我的所作所為
我知道那不難說出口
但是寶貝,當這世界似乎冰冷無情
我們的愛放射出金黃亮麗的光芒
什麼都可以拋在一旁
Friday, September 12, 2008
Happy Birthday,my friends!
Don't worry about that extra line
That's creeping up upon your face
It's just a part of nature's way
To say you've grown a little more
Trees have rings and thicker branches
Kids shoes get a little tighter
Every year we're getting closer to who we're gonna be
It's time to celebrate the story of how you've come to be
Happy birthday my friend
Here's to all the years we've shared together
All the fun we've had
You're such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true
So light a candle on your cake
For every smile you've helped create
For every heart and every soul
You've known to grow a little more
A few more pounds, a little more grey
Don't count the years just count the way
It takes a little time to go from water into wine
Don't ever lose the wonder of the child within your eyes
Happy birthday my friend
Here's to all the years we've shared together
All the fun we've had
It's such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true
so check out the viedeo! ha.. just had fun.
For Judy and Cassie! :)
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
A sketch of oil painting
nude - a process of oil painting training.(27x22cm)
I still haven't finished it in time :p,but I love the colors that I did today. I think that I might get some understandings on it. :-)
I do hope I can have more time to keep painting and drawing before I go abord,but there seems to be many things are coming over me. Well,I'll work hard and cheer up! I think that it will soon be over,because of the faith in Christ. Go!go!go!
Sunday, September 7, 2008
sincere prayer
my love will get you home
If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
Get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
Get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.
If its only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
Get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
Get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
This Song is for my future husband. I often pray for him although I don't know who he is. But I have a feeling that he was having a difficult time now. In order to keep the memory of it before the Lord,I sing this song for him with the spirt of God. Hope he can feel it and know that God loves him and is with him always.
"Father, I said, 'Til death do us part' - I want to mean it. Help me love You more than him, and him more than anyone or anything else. Help me bring him into Your presence today. Make us one, like you are three-in-one. I want to hear him, support him, and serve him - So he would love You more and we can bring You glory. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen."
Also,I pray for the marriage of all of my single sisters and friends. Although I feel embarrassed when I do it here,I woulk like to pray for all of you.
"Thank you Lord for blessing our marriages. Please teach us how to make You the center of our marriages. Help us to establish and grow the love Christ in us to show each other kindness, trust, patience, forgiveness and divine love. Help us Lord to honor the qualities of our mate. Teach us how to pray for our spouse. Bless us to not only cherish one another, but nourish each other's dreams and spiritual gifts. Bless our union to grow stronger, wiser, peaceful and committed. Bring into our circle of friends, examples of healthy committed marriages. Let our children, family and friends see Christ through our example. Dear Lord,we put our marriages into Your hands. Thank you for listening to my prayers.In Jesus' name. Amen.
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Wish
970904 oil painting- my beautiful younger sis.. I haven't finished it yet.
My younger sister has already finished her tests about real estate. oh.. finally, I can do her portrait that I have looked forward to for a long time but I had to wait until she finished all of tests. Today I spent a lot of time to paint her,but I was still unable to make it well. I kept changing the composition of the picture. see, the original one is like this..
But I felt there is something wrong with it,I don't know.. somehow I changed it .. hope that I can finish it and make it well done. :-)
It's really good to have sisters in my family and life and have your supports. I love all of you and thank you so much. Thank God,too!
Dreaming of You
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
than here in my room
dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me and I
wonder if you know I'm there (am I there, am I?)
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close but so far
all I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day (wait for the day)
to take the courage to say
how much I love you Yes I do
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
than here in my room
dreaming about you and me
Corazón
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti
Cómo te necesito
Mi amor, como te extraño Sweetheart
(*I can't stop thinking of youHow I need you.My love, how I miss you)
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
that you came up to me and said
I love you
I love you too
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow (till tomorrow) and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
than here in my room
Dreaming with you endlessly
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
The Life Force
This afternnon I went to my studio. I felt something wrong while I was opening the door with the key.It shoud be lucked but it didn't. I remembered seeing that the door was locked before I left.So..immediately a bad presentiment came upon my mind. Then I walked inside to check out,everything is fine there. But I noticed one thing's place was changed. Then I opened window,switched the phone,and ready to open my notebook...but.. where is my notebook? Obviously,there's really something wrong. Then I called all of my family to ask if anyone bring out my notebook computer. ...Ow..gosh! the answer was none! It's not fun at all. I was getting anxious about it. If my notebook was stolen,every important data and documents I saved in it all would lose and it won't be expected to get back. But atfter looking into all of it,finding some change in a piggy bank was gone,the edge of door close to the lock has some notches and asking neighborhood.... the real situation was that there was a thief has stolen my notebook. :(((
Actually the notebook is not much important for me,but the files inside it all means a lot to me. There were a lot of pictures of my family,my friends,my students and a lot of great paintings. Those are invaluable and priceless. He stole my wonderful memories and efforts.Now I have nothing at all.I felt so sorrow and wept over my sad fate. I was mad at the thief. I think it's supposed to my first time to get so angry like this. I don't understand why he only took away my notebook. He could steal the other things,but why chose the one that means a lot to me. Meanwhile,I asked God,"Father,Are you not the God in Heaven?" "Why you let it happen?"
At night I set down the bench on the garden outside my home.I spent a couple of time to think about it and tried to be calm to listen to God's voice. you know at this time,that's really hard to face and overcome the bitterness. No matter what,God should give me a respond;I thinks so. I know He's there with me,but i couldn't see. So I kept asking Him where he is. Then I lifted my head up toward the sky. I saw the clouds just came above me and I found it was certainly like a picture of a little shape of me setting there and there's a huge shape of person bent down and touched my head in front of me. That was amazing beacuse it's so clear sign although it's clouds. I could hardly believe what I saw. Then the clouds turned into another picture. I saw a shape of big dragon was facing me.wow.. When I was nervous about seeing this,soon a shape of a Huge person appeared between me and the dragon. The Huge person bore down on the dragon and I was protected out there. Then there was a shape of a lion appeared and few seconds later I saw a cross above the lion. After,The clouds Keep changing some pictures which were my personal things that I could understand in my way.
I know sometimes it's hard to explain this kind of experiences that I had for some people,somehow I shared this testimony with you this time. I realized that there would be something that God wants me to learn,and no one could be in a worse situation than Jesus was at the cross. Even if now for a little while I have had to suffer various trials,I have hope and trust with Christ in my live.
So thank God for being with us and guiding us through good or bad times and for always loving and blessing us.
When there's a shadow, you follow the sun.
When there is love, then you look for the one.
And for the promises, there is the sky.
And for the heavens are those who can fly.
Chorus:
If you really want to, you can hear me say
Only if you want to will you find a way.
If you really want to you can seize the day.
Only if you want to will you fly away.
Da da da da, da da da da da.
da da da da, da da da da da, da da da da.
When there's a journey, you follow a star.
When there's an ocean, you sail from afar.
And for the broken heart, there is the sky.
And for tomorrow are those who can fly.
Chorus
Da da da da, da da da da da.
da da da da, da da da da da, da da da da.
Ooh go doe bay mwa.
Ooh go doe bay mwa.
Chorus
Ah! Je voudrai voler comme un oiseau d'aile
Ah! Je voudrai voler comme un oiseau d'aile, d'aile...
Ooh go doe bay mwa.
Ooh go doe bay mwa.
Chorus
If you really want to you can seize the day.
Only if you want to will you fly away.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Love song
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. (Phil. 4:13)
whatever you do, do all to the glory of God. (1 Cor. 10:31)
“Lord, help me to do great things as though they were little, since I do them with Your power; and little things as though they were great, since I do them in Your name.Amen.”
In the twinkling stars that dance like fireflies
In the blushing fruit that hangs upon the vine
In the face of a baby as he forms his first smile
I see you
In the whisper of the wind's soft lullaby
In the laughter and the roar of the rushing tide
In the song of a sparrow as he takes his first flight
I hear you
Why do you hide among the nameless and forgotten
Why do you walk along these long forsaken roads
Calling to me in the hungry and the homeless
Calling me to water your thirst
So I'll give you my heart and my song
In a world where so much is right
But so much is wrong
Your love is my beginning and I know it won't be too long
Till I see you
Peace
Meditation - oil painting (27x19 cm) -20080822
I made a small one before creating the bigger painting.
Thank my sis for sitting.
Let us listen to this song while you're seeing this picture. :)
A Gentle Touch
The warm summer breeze was like gentle touch
That carried her dreams across the sky,
And the soft summer rainfall kissed the stony earth
And she woke for the longing of a gentle touch
Her voice was a whisper, a soft and sweet caress,
and the warmth of her smile, like a gentle touch
The warm summer breeze was like a gentle touch
That carried her dreams across the sky
And the soft summer rainfall kissed the stony earth
And the old leaves were falling like a gentle touch
Thursday, August 21, 2008
And you love me too
伏爾泰-Voltaire .法蘭西思想之父.
a process of drawing for teaching class.. 970821
When a lot of things came over me,I would come to studio and do my drawing or painting. I bathed in the rejoicing of drawing today. No colors but seeing the light with the dark,how they worked together and how they standed for their position and loved each other as well. For the moment I could forget what I worry about and feel satisfied. It seems like I will love and enjoy it forever. Then I would think of Father God and remember how He loved me and what He gave me. All I can do now is that thank Him for being with me and loving me.
And I love you so
The people ask me how
How I live till now
I tell them I don't know
I guess they understand
How lonely life has been
But life began again
The day you took my hand
And yes I know how lonely life can be
The shadows follow me
And the night won't set me free
But I don't let the evening get me down
Now that you're around me
And you love me too
Your thoughts are just for me
You set my spirit free
I'm happy that you do
The book of life is brief
And once a page is read
All but love is dead
That is my belief
And yes I know how lonely life can be
The shadows follow me
And the night won't set me free
But I don't let the evening get me down
Now that you're around me
And I love you so
The people ask me how
How I live till now
I tell them I don't know
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Still
cherrys,peach,grapes,flagon,and kiwifruit.
small oil painting for teaching class - 970806
I think I was supposed to put more pigments of each colors on the canvas.
I've realized that time is not enough to prepare Toefl,so I decide to just visit USA and if it could be,I'll try to apply the language school there or try the other ways to live there during the several months. There's something distracted me so that I could not focus on studying english. I always thought about painting while I was studying. So I just don't want to stop my eagerness of painting. Now I feel so good and have a feeling of release. Anyway,I'll still keep learning english and keep my painting as well.
Heavenly Father,thanks for the guidance and leading me to a way You prepare for me. Teach me to trust You always and believe that You have a plan for my life. In moments like these,I sing out a love song to Jesus. In moments like these,I lift up my hands to the Lord. Praise You and love You always! In Jesus' name.Amen.
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Bowling Meeting
Actually this is a party for Susan is going to back American. yea..I will miss her.
I don't know how to play bowling,but I enjoyed watching them. Here is some of us.
Kelley and Erich have come back to Taiwan and it's great to see them again and FOREVER...
More than 20 people joined our meeting. wow...nice!
Good to see you guys..
Because there are so many people to come,we separated to grab our foods. "Shaved ice!!!!" that's what we got. I could hardly finish mine..that's too cold,although now is summer!
I don't have much time to describe more,but I really had fun tonight and I love spending time with all of you. ^ ^
more pictures check out here http://picasaweb.google.com.tw/hopepica/Life
The Holy Spirit is the Christian’s source of power.
Make a Way_ Be Strong_
"I will make all my mountains a way" (Isa.49:11).
"Quit you like men, be strong" (1 Cor. 16:13).
Do not pray for easy lives! Pray to be stronger men. Do not pray for tasks equal to your powers. Pray for powers equal to your tasks. Then the doing of your work shall be no miracle, but you shall be a miracle. --Phillips Brooks.
We must remember that it is not in any easy or self-indulgent life that Christ will lead us to greatness. The easy life leads not upward, but downward. Heaven always is above us, and we must ever be looking up toward it. These are some people who always avoid things that are costly, that require self-denial, or self-restraint and sacrifice, but toil and hardship show us the only way to nobleness. Greatness comes not by having a mossy path made for you through the meadow, but by being sent to hew out a roadway by your own hands. Are you going to reach the mountain splendors? --Selected.
Go back; submit thyself. Claim to be a partaker in the patience of Jesus. Meet thy trials in Him. There is nothing in life which harasses and annoys that may not become subservient to the highest ends. They are His mountains. He puts them there. We know that God will not fail to keep His promise. "God understandeth the way thereof and knoweth the place thereof. For he looketh to the ends of the earth, and seeth under the whole heaven"; and when we come to the foot of the mountains, we shall find the way.--Christ in Isaiah, by Meyer
"The meaning of trial is not only to test worthiness, but to increase it; as the oak is not only tested by the storm, but toughened by them."
Heavenly Father,Holy Spirit of God,thanks for the encouragement and guidance,thanks for speaking to me and praying for me.
Monday, July 28, 2008
Big Typhoon Day
When you are desperate for information about your future, turn to the sovereign God of heaven. He is the only One who holds the answers you seek. —Marvin Williams
The what of our future is determined by the who of eternity.
Today was BIG typhoon day,so I gained a holiday. Originally, I was supposed to go to Yim's studio myself for some reasons,but my mom and sisters said they're willing to follow for nothing to do today though and they haven't seen Yim yet. yea..I think so too.They ought to come together,likewise, I think they can disburden if they know what we do and if they understand what painting is. Thanks to Yim for being so kind and sharing interesting things with us.

I love this song because it makes me think of my friends,many memories and my dreams. I was touched beyond word although Christmas day hasn't come yet. Anyway it does make me smile and weep at the same time. :) Hope you're enjoy listening to it with me!
When Christmas Comes To Town
La la la la …
I’m wishing on a star
And trying to believe
That even though it’s far
He’ll find me at Christmas Eve
I guess Santa is busy
Cause he never comes around
I think of him when Christmas comes to town
The best time of the year
When everyone comes home
With all this Christmas cheer
It’s hard to be alone
Putting up the Christmas tree
With friends you come around
It’s so much fun when Christmas comes to town
Presents for the children wrapped in red and green
All the things I’ve heard about, but never really see
No one will be sleeping on the night of Christmas Eve
Hoping Santa’s on his way
Presents for the children wrapped in red and green
All the things I’ve heard about, but never really see
No one will be sleeping on the night of Christmas Eve
Hoping Santa’s on his way
When Santa’s sleigh bells ring
I listen all around
The herald angels sing
I never hear a sound
And all the dreams of children
Once lost will all be found
That’s all I want when Christmas comes to town
That’s all I want when Christmas comes to town
Sunday, July 27, 2008
May I be in your heart
Challenging TOEFL is really really really a tough thing. I started taking Toefl class yesterday and I found it's really an impossible mission for me :( I don't have english classes everyday,so it's hard to set up the english environment. Also I find my painting time is getting fewer and those make me stressful. I do feel confused about my direction. I want to learn better english,but I feel that I don't want to study in this way. I feel something keep trying to draw me back,maybe painting..or maybe I just escape it ..I don't know.. Perhaps I get lost on facing different way,and then I feel unhappy. I know that my parent expect much of me,but I try to avoid to live by their expectation.
Lord,thanks for everything,although I don't understand and I can't see. You give me a way to go abroad. Do you also give me a chance to study abroad?
Anyway,I trust whatever the ways you make for me all is the best for me! "We know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." Heavenly Father,please be upon me, help me see your purpose in all things and establish the work in my hand and keep me on your side! Teach me to persevere in faith and to trust you for the outcome. Please bless everyone who is in needs.Thank you for listening to my prayers. Your child loves you always...In Jesus' name.Amen.
** You'll be in my heart
Come stop your crying, it will be all right
Just take my hand, hold it tight
I will protect you from all around you
I will be here don’t you cry
For one so small,you seem so strong
My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm
This bond between us can’t be broken
I will be here don’t you cry
And you’ll be in my heart
Yes, you’ll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You’ll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You’ll be here in my heart
Always
Why can’t they understand the way we feel
They just don’t trust what they can’t explain
I know we’re different but deep inside us
We’re not that different at all
And you’ll be in my heart
Yes, you’ll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You’ll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You’ll be here in my heart
Always
Don’t listen to them, cause what do they know
We need each other, to have and to hold
They’ll see in time, I know
When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you, but you gotta hold on
They’ll see in time, I know
We’ll show them together cuz...
You’ll be in my heart
I believe, you’ll be in my heart
I’ll be there from this day on
Now and forever more
You’ll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You’ll be here in my heart always
Always...
I’ll be with you
I’ll be there for you always
Always and always
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
I’ll be there always
** 你永在我心中 菲爾柯林斯
來吧!別哭了
一切都會沒事的
牽著我的手,握緊它
我會在四週保護你
我會在這兒,別哭了
對一個小個子來說
你看起來好堅強
我的手臂會擁抱著你
保護你的安全與溫暖
你我之間這條繫帶不會斷掉
我會在這兒,別哭了
因為你永在我心中
是的,你永在我心中
從這一天開始
一直到永遠
你永在我心中
不管別人怎麼說
你在我心中,永永遠遠
為何人們無法了解我們的感受?
他們無法信任
自己無法解釋的事情
我知道我倆與眾不同
但在我們內心深處
我們其實並非如此
別聽他們說的
他們知道些什麼?
我們需要彼此擁有與擁抱
他們終究會明白的,我知道
當命運在召喚著你
你一定要堅強
我也許無法與你同行
但你一定要堅持下去
他們終究會明白的,我知道
我倆將一同讓他們了解
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Nude painting

Nude (around 1F 22.5 x 13.5 cm) . oil painting - 07.15.2008
I have to have this one taken down for some reasons,although the colors of the photo is a little different from the original one. In some way,it means a lot to me! I'm not going to say why though. ;p
Many friends asked me if I felt weird when I saw the nude. ha..
I was just shocked for the asking and I didn't know how to answer in a good way. But actually I didn't think about the stuff at then. But I tried to recall the first time while I was 17 years old what I react. I didn't feel weird or strange while I was seeing the nude. I just felt nervously while I knew that I was going to see the nude. After I saw the nude,no any novel ideas could be come out. It's just the time for painting. ︿ ︿
Then some people asked me if God thinks to paint nude is right or not. A shocked question again!! Well... I don't know. Is there anyone can answer this?!
Dear God,how do you think?! @ @
I will praise Your name, for You have done wonderful things. —Isaiah 25:1
God’s goodness undergirds our lives In many silent ways;
His blessings are beyond compare—For them we give Him praise. —D. De Haan
God keeps giving us reasons to praise Him.
Monday, July 14, 2008
Dear God,thank you!
陽明山 : Yangmingshan
It's great that having a chance to go outside so that I can take a breath from the english study. Not only having a lot of fun but learning new things. It's not about pianting study though. I still enjoy watching and the sunshine. See..what a wonderful day!
擎天崗 : Ching Tian Mound
God is amazing creating such spectacular landscapes. It has been long long time that I haven't felt like this. From the hill overlooking the peaceful landscape,I felt so relaxed. I heard many sounds from everywhere,which were birds,cicala,other insects that I don't know their names,cars,people,..the murmur of the little brook,and the whispering in the wind. I could hardly wait to hear what they wanted to tell. Nontheless,that's a secret,I didn' get it. ;)
陽明山國家公園 : Yangmingshan National Park
Yim had his programs keep shooting,so Yangmingshan was the location today. Yim wanted me to go together for some helps,but I didn't think I can be a help. Really,I didn't help much,and even it can be said that nothing I could do. So I found this one, a centipede. It did give me a scare,but I found it's dead.
However,it still looks like alive. Right?!!!
That's cool! How could there be such a thing having lots of feet?! wheeew..what a close.. it doesn't need to wear shoes.
I watched them for a while.yeah..they also watched me back. I didn't expect that we can have a conversation though. The big dog probably is mother. The doggies were just born. How happy they are living in the top of hill! Enjoy the sunshine,feeling the wind,breathing the fresh air,and playing together!
umm^ ^... what a gorgeous day!
Thanks to teacher for taking me out, also thank him for cheering me on studying english hard and encouraging me to keep up the art work!
Saturday, July 12, 2008
English,may I love you.

970712 oil painting . 3F
Is it foolish to ask God if I really can study abroad? Studying english for the Toefl test does make me so tired,but it's so great that painting maks me feel better and happy. Thank God again for preparing this wonderful thing in my life!
This small one I tried to change the colors of the still paintings. Sometimes it's really hard to put things together and make them match,especially the integral artistry of painting that I wanted. I still don't know how to make my painting has more aesthetic feelings or perceptions. How to figure out the ways of strokes to stay or go is more esthetic?! Also I found my still stuffs are not enough.
It's time to pray!
Heavenly Father,great morning star,in difficult time,may I trust you to bring me light and new hope . Please guiding me to the way You open for me and may I be receptive to your leading for my direction. Teach me to persevere in faith and to trust you for the outcome. Thank you for listening to my prayers. In Jesus' name.Amen.
My Prayer - by Devotion
(spoken)
Dear god,
I know that shes out there...the one Im suppose to share my whole life with.
And in time...youll show her to me.
Will you take care of her, comfort her, and protect her...until that day we
Meet.
And let her know...my heart...is beating with hers.
In a dream I hold you close
Embracing you with my hands
You gazed at me with eyes full of love
And made me understand
That I was meant to share it with you
My heart my mind my soul
Then I open my eyes
And all I see reality shows Im alone
But I know someday that youll be by my side
Cause I know gods just waiting till the time is right
God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the days cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way
God will you let her know that I love her so
When theres no one there that shes not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers
So I prayed until that day (prayed until that day)
When our hearts will beat as one (when our hearts hearts will beat as one)
I will wait so patiently (patiently)
For that day to come (for that day to come)
I know someday that youll be by my side
Cause I know gods just waiting till the time is right
God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the days cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way (shine he the way)
God will you let her know that I love her so
When theres no one there that shes not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers
Is beating with hers (ooo)
My heart is beating with hers (oooo)
Its beating with hers
God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the days cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way
God will you let her know that I love her so
When theres no one there that shes not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers
Oh~~~ its beating with hers
(its beating with yours)
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Paint my love
I feel tired right now...
Please pray for me.
Thanks and Love lots.
Paint my love Michael Learns to Rock
From my youngest years till this moment here
I've never seen such a lovely queen
From the skies above to the deepest love
I've never felt crazy like this before
*Paint my love
You should paint my love
It's the picture of a thousand sunsets
It's the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love
Been around the world then I met you girl
It's like coming home to a place I've known(*)
Since you came into my life
The days before all fade to black and white
Since you came into my life
Everything has changed(*)
彩繪吾愛 搖滾麥克合唱團
從我童稚時代到此刻
我從未見過如此美麗動人的女王
從雲端到最深沉的愛
我從未像現在一樣瘋狂著迷
畫出我的愛吧!
妳應該把我的愛畫出來
那會是一幅千百個日落的圖畫
也會是成千上萬的自由之鴿
寶貝,畫出我的愛吧!
走遍世界,終於讓我遇見了妳,女孩
就像回到家鄉,回到我熟悉的地方
自從妳走進我的生命
過往的歲月都褪成了黑白
自從妳走進我的生命
一切都改變了.......
Monday, July 7, 2008
Girls
今天和我的大學姊妹們聚會,好久不見,大家還是都沒有變。雖然只有三個月,歡迎吳盈歸國,也恭喜吳盈和雅琪要結婚囉! 希望我都喝的到喜酒ㄋㄟ..呵呵,可是也希望我申請到學校,真是的! 好矛盾喔...怎麼大家橋的時間都這麼不巧咧 > <
這是ㄧ些我們點的餐點,費用大多300上下,還OK吃! 比較特別的是中間那個碗,不是湯、也不是粥,可是"咖啡"來著,聽說現在很多人來這招哩,呵,可見我太久沒在外面混了。
雅琪送給吳盈ㄧ個新婚禮物,除了親手做的餅乾,還有非常勁爆的,點進去可以放大看,聽說有期限的喔! 天啊!!!! 呵呵... 今天聽了好多超級爆笑又有點限制級的故事,害我聽著聽著....都笑到臉紅了,臉的肌肉也好痠喔,怎麼這麼久了我都還沒習慣呢,ㄎㄎ....
女生照相都怕臉大,哈哈! 再怎麼躲,我還有這招啊!! 側臉攻勢!! 嘿嘿....
雅琪利害,用手和手機,正臉也不怕!!
又是開心的一天,雖然大家讀書的讀書,工作的工作,結婚的結婚,但聚在一起時,又讓我回想起大學的時光,大家似乎還是都這麼可愛。 希望未來10年後,20年後,大家仍是一樣青春美麗,然後多幾個寶寶來,你聊我聊,聊不完,你儂我儂,歷久一樣濃喔!
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