The Life Force

"Give thanks in all circumstance,for this is God's will for you in Crist Jesus." -1 Thessalonians 5:18

This afternnon I went to my studio. I felt something wrong while I was opening the door with the key.It shoud be lucked but it didn't. I remembered seeing that the door was locked before I left.So..immediately a bad presentiment came upon my mind. Then I walked inside to check out,everything is fine there. But I noticed one thing's place was changed. Then I opened window,switched the phone,and ready to open my notebook...but.. where is my notebook? Obviously,there's really something wrong. Then I called all of my family to ask if anyone bring out my notebook computer. ...Ow..gosh! the answer was none! It's not fun at all. I was getting anxious about it. If my notebook was stolen,every important data and documents I saved in it all would lose and it won't be expected to get back. But atfter looking into all of it,finding some change in a piggy bank was gone,the edge of door close to the lock has some notches and asking neighborhood.... the real situation was that there was a thief has stolen my notebook. :(((

Actually the notebook is not much important for me,but the files inside it all means a lot to me. There were a lot of pictures of my family,my friends,my students and a lot of great paintings. Those are invaluable and priceless. He stole my wonderful memories and efforts.Now I have nothing at all.I felt so sorrow and wept over my sad fate. I was mad at the thief. I think it's supposed to my first time to get so angry like this. I don't understand why he only took away my notebook. He could steal the other things,but why chose the one that means a lot to me. Meanwhile,I asked God,"Father,Are you not the God in Heaven?" "Why you let it happen?"

At night I set down the bench on the garden outside my home.I spent a couple of time to think about it and tried to be calm to listen to God's voice. you know at this time,that's really hard to face and overcome the bitterness. No matter what,God should give me a respond;I thinks so. I know He's there with me,but i couldn't see. So I kept asking Him where he is. Then I lifted my head up toward the sky. I saw the clouds just came above me and I found it was certainly like a picture of a little shape of me setting there and there's a huge shape of person bent down and touched my head in front of me. That was amazing beacuse it's so clear sign although it's clouds. I could hardly believe what I saw. Then the clouds turned into another picture. I saw a shape of big dragon was facing me.wow.. When I was nervous about seeing this,soon a shape of a Huge person appeared between me and the dragon. The Huge person bore down on the dragon and I was protected out there. Then there was a shape of a lion appeared and few seconds later I saw a cross above the lion. After,The clouds Keep changing some pictures which were my personal things that I could understand in my way.

I know sometimes it's hard to explain this kind of experiences that I had for some people,somehow I shared this testimony with you this time. I realized that there would be something that God wants me to learn,and no one could be in a worse situation than Jesus was at the cross. Even if now for a little while I have had to suffer various trials,I have hope and trust with Christ in my live.
So thank God for being with us and guiding us through good or bad times and for always loving and blessing us.



When there's a shadow, you follow the sun.
When there is love, then you look for the one.
And for the promises, there is the sky.
And for the heavens are those who can fly.

Chorus:
If you really want to, you can hear me say
Only if you want to will you find a way.
If you really want to you can seize the day.
Only if you want to will you fly away.
Da da da da, da da da da da.
da da da da, da da da da da, da da da da.
When there's a journey, you follow a star.
When there's an ocean, you sail from afar.
And for the broken heart, there is the sky.
And for tomorrow are those who can fly.
Chorus

Da da da da, da da da da da.
da da da da, da da da da da, da da da da.
Ooh go doe bay mwa.
Ooh go doe bay mwa.
Chorus
Ah! Je voudrai voler comme un oiseau d'aile
Ah! Je voudrai voler comme un oiseau d'aile, d'aile...
Ooh go doe bay mwa.
Ooh go doe bay mwa.
Chorus
If you really want to you can seize the day.
Only if you want to will you fly away.