May I be in your heart

Dear God, what's the direction and what's the way you prepare for me?

Challenging TOEFL is really really really a tough thing. I started taking Toefl class yesterday and I found it's really an impossible mission for me :( I don't have english classes everyday,so it's hard to set up the english environment. Also I find my painting time is getting fewer and those make me stressful. I do feel confused about my direction. I want to learn better english,but I feel that I don't want to study in this way. I feel something keep trying to draw me back,maybe painting..or maybe I just escape it ..I don't know.. Perhaps I get lost on facing different way,and then I feel unhappy. I know that my parent expect much of me,but I try to avoid to live by their expectation.

Lord,thanks for everything,although I don't understand and I can't see. You give me a way to go abroad. Do you also give me a chance to study abroad?
Anyway,I trust whatever the ways you make for me all is the best for me! "We know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." Heavenly Father,please be upon me, help me see your purpose in all things and establish the work in my hand and keep me on your side! Teach me to persevere in faith and to trust you for the outcome. Please bless everyone who is in needs.Thank you for listening to my prayers. Your child loves you always...In Jesus' name.Amen.




** You'll be in my heart

Come stop your crying, it will be all right
Just take my hand, hold it tight
I will protect you from all around you
I will be here don’t you cry

For one so small,you seem so strong
My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm
This bond between us can’t be broken
I will be here don’t you cry

And you’ll be in my heart
Yes, you’ll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You’ll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You’ll be here in my heart
Always

Why can’t they understand the way we feel
They just don’t trust what they can’t explain
I know we’re different but deep inside us
We’re not that different at all

And you’ll be in my heart
Yes, you’ll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You’ll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You’ll be here in my heart
Always

Don’t listen to them, cause what do they know
We need each other, to have and to hold
They’ll see in time, I know

When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you, but you gotta hold on
They’ll see in time, I know

We’ll show them together cuz...
You’ll be in my heart
I believe, you’ll be in my heart
I’ll be there from this day on
Now and forever more

You’ll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You’ll be here in my heart always
Always...

I’ll be with you
I’ll be there for you always
Always and always
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
I’ll be there always


** 你永在我心中　　　　菲爾柯林斯

來吧！別哭了
一切都會沒事的
牽著我的手，握緊它
我會在四週保護你
我會在這兒，別哭了

對一個小個子來說
你看起來好堅強
我的手臂會擁抱著你
保護你的安全與溫暖
你我之間這條繫帶不會斷掉
我會在這兒，別哭了

因為你永在我心中
是的，你永在我心中
從這一天開始
一直到永遠

你永在我心中
不管別人怎麼說
你在我心中，永永遠遠

為何人們無法了解我們的感受？
他們無法信任
自己無法解釋的事情
我知道我倆與眾不同
但在我們內心深處
我們其實並非如此

別聽他們說的
他們知道些什麼？
我們需要彼此擁有與擁抱
他們終究會明白的，我知道

當命運在召喚著你
你一定要堅強
我也許無法與你同行
但你一定要堅持下去
他們終究會明白的，我知道
我倆將一同讓他們了解