English,may I love you.

970712 oil painting . 3F

Is it foolish to ask God if I really can study abroad? Studying english for the Toefl test does make me so tired,but it's so great that painting maks me feel better and happy. Thank God again for preparing this wonderful thing in my life!

This small one I tried to change the colors of the still paintings. Sometimes it's really hard to put things together and make them match,especially the integral artistry of painting that I wanted. I still don't know how to make my painting has more aesthetic feelings or perceptions. How to figure out the ways of strokes to stay or go is more esthetic?! Also I found my still stuffs are not enough.

It's time to pray!
Heavenly Father,great morning star,in difficult time,may I trust you to bring me light and new hope . Please guiding me to the way You open for me and may I be receptive to your leading for my direction. Teach me to persevere in faith and to trust you for the outcome. Thank you for listening to my prayers. In Jesus' name.Amen.


My Prayer - by Devotion
(spoken)
Dear god,
I know that shes out there...the one Im suppose to share my whole life with.
And in time...youll show her to me.
Will you take care of her, comfort her, and protect her...until that day we
Meet.
And let her know...my heart...is beating with hers.

In a dream I hold you close
Embracing you with my hands
You gazed at me with eyes full of love
And made me understand

That I was meant to share it with you
My heart my mind my soul
Then I open my eyes
And all I see reality shows Im alone

But I know someday that youll be by my side
Cause I know gods just waiting till the time is right

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the days cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way
God will you let her know that I love her so
When theres no one there that shes not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers

So I prayed until that day (prayed until that day)
When our hearts will beat as one (when our hearts hearts will beat as one)
I will wait so patiently (patiently)
For that day to come (for that day to come)

I know someday that youll be by my side
Cause I know gods just waiting till the time is right

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the days cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way (shine he the way)
God will you let her know that I love her so
When theres no one there that shes not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers

Is beating with hers (ooo)
My heart is beating with hers (oooo)
Its beating with hers

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the days cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way
God will you let her know that I love her so
When theres no one there that shes not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers

Oh~~~ its beating with hers
(its beating with yours)