ROSES

This is what I'm learning lately-watercolor. This was just a little practice with flowers. From the watercolor practices,I just realized its difficulties and confirmed that fine art needs a long practice of drawing. I meant that I lacked the drawing techniques and concepts. : ( .... But!!!..at least,I've found the problem. so I need more practices and work hard! I think maybe I'll get better in that. : )

I didn't read the books of real estate very hard,because of many things on my mind. I thought about what happened to me lately and realized that I was jolted within. I know, I know. Now's the chance to move on, to sever the lies that tie my down like tethers. Yet I lie here motionless among the tangle, willingly and obligingly, waiting, and expecting, for what? I'm trying; I keep trying, but I'll never make it. None of this is real.

What you never thought possible! I never thought it would, but it happened to me. Later I have to meet someone who I don't know and he wanna know me,just because my mom accepted their invitation. how come?! Shall I escape from the boredom?! I have no idea > <